When you think you lack something, that blocks it from your awareness, your experience and your life. Instead of filling your thoughts with what is missing, focus on what is possible.

Relax into the limitless abundance of now. There is always enough, and it is all here for you to allow.

Life’s overwhelming richness is mirrored in every little detail. The only thing separating you from that richness is the wall you imagine to be around yourself.

Allow the goodness, the possibilities, the value and joy to fill your life in this moment that is now.

– Ralph Marston

they didnt invite me to study with them

they invited ___ instead . i know im not very close to them & i shouldnt even expect any invitation from them, but i cant help but feel a tinge of disappointment

i really feel that i suck in maintaining good relationships with people

im not close to my friends in class and although we talk and laugh and stuff like that, they are all on the surface only

this feeling sucks, really.

and often enough i feel alone, even in a large crowd of people

as usual

 i’m confused with myself.

i dont act the way i think and talk.

im always confused with my own thoughts and feelings.
especially in school.

i dont know how to deal with these conflicting feelings within me. Some negative some positive.

and recently there is this important decision i have to make again.
without having much thought, i made the decision hastily.

i’m stupid.

*
chemistry exam today.
i was facing this super large mirror in front o fme.

i hate reflections and mirrors and i was kind of distracted by it throughout the exam.

econs exam tomorrow.

low confidence for the paper but no choice i just have to give my best shot.

many econs concepts are still very unclear.

(sigh)

*

had a great phone convo with fang just now.

thanks for allowing me to share my doubts with ya.

sometimes in life you rarely meet friends that you can REALLY REALLY click with. and really comfortable to share your true thoughts and secrets.

even my mum doesnt know some of those secrets -.-

fang is one example.

thanks fang for making my day a better one.

BFF and all the best for your promos!

i have lost my focus.

冰箱结霜咖啡滚烫
煮不好最简单的早餐
我的生活是一团混乱
维持单身感觉茫然
喜不喜欢习不习惯
我总是说不出个答案
一个人来又一个人往
怎么让他流连忘返
我不想当笨蛋
我在墙上写满渴望
我可以大哭一场
房间还是空空荡荡
我绝对不逞强
该属于我任其自然
可是我也要安全感
在某个适当程度的主张
纵然是了解眼光也是温暖
每个早上都想赖床
没有梦是最让人沮丧
我的眼睛盯着天花板
也跑不出任何对象
我不想当笨蛋
我在墙上写满渴望
我可以大哭一场
房间还是空空荡荡
我绝对不逞强
该属于我任其自然
可是我也要安全感
在某个适当程度的主张
纵然是了解眼光也是温暖

 不可思议

闪烁不停爱的信息
三言两语扣进心里
捂住脸呵口气
才不轻易泄露了心情
仅仅傻笑而已
也能够彻夜想你
爱到不可思议创世纪到末期
不用甜言蜜语其实我爱的
是你是你
烦恼的是我虽然很粗心
但我会很努力
爱到不可思议越老却越美丽
牙掉了没关系皮肤皱皱也
爱你爱你
就孩子气这一百分的相遇
就是我和你
你的信息传个不停
随时提醒甜蜜关系
丢个硬币决定
每天应该说几遍爱你
不仅思念而已看看我
无懈的坚定

lyou(:

“Someone’s Watching Over Me”Found myself today
Oh I found myself and ran away
Something pulled me back
The voice of reason I forgot I had
All I know is you’re not here to say
What you always used to say
But it’s written in the sky tonight

So I won’t give up
No I won’t break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I’m standing in the dark I’ll still believe
Someone’s watching over me

Seen that ray of light
And it’s shining on my destiny
Shining all the time
And I wont be afraid
To follow everywhere it’s taking me
All I know is yesterday is gone
And right now I belong
To this moment to my dreams

So I won’t give up
No I won’t break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I’m standing in the dark I’ll still believe
Someone’s watching over me

It doesn’t matter what people say
And it doesn’t matter how long it takes
Believe in yourself and you’ll fly high
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart

So I won’t give up
No I won’t break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I’m standing in the dark I’ll still believe
That I won’t give up
No I won’t break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even when it all goes wrong
When I’m standing in the dark I’ll still believe
That someone’s watching over
Someone’s watching over
Someone’s watching over me

Someone’s watching over me

THIS IS THE LAST SHOT.

I CAN DO IT.
I MUST DO WELL.

GO GO GO LIANGYU.

DONT GIVE UP.

DONT BE DISCOURAGED AND DISHEARTENED BY THOSE TESTS RESULTS AND THE MID YEARS.

THE PAST ≠ THE PRESENT.

为爱情付出
为活着而忙碌
为什么而辛苦 (what is the real aim of studying so hard for the promos. so what if i get promoted. so what if i have found a good job with a reasonable pay. so what?!)
我仔细纪录
用我的双眼
在梦想里找路
该问路的时候
我不会装酷
我还不清楚
怎样的速度 ( that’s very true.)
符合这世界
变化的脚步
生活像等待
创作的黏土
幸福
我要的幸福
渐渐清楚
梦想
理想
幻想
狂想
妄想
我只想坚持每一步
该走的方向
就算一路上偶而会沮丧
生活是自己选择的衣裳
幸福
我要的幸福
没有束缚
幸福
我要的幸福
在不远处

孙燕姿–我的爱
曲：林毅心 词：小寒 (she is really talented)

编辑：haoxuan

绕着山路 走得累了
去留片刻 要如何取舍
去年捡的 美丽贝壳
心不透彻 不会懂多难得
以为 只要简单地生活
就能平息了脉搏 却忘了在逃什么
我的爱 明明还在 转身了才明白
该把幸福 找回来
而不是各自缅怀
我会在沿海地带 等着潮汐更改 送你回来
你走路姿态 微笑的神态
潜意识曾错过的真爱
莫非这是上天善意的安排
好让心更坚定 彼此更接近真爱
我的爱 明明还在 转身了才明白
该把幸福找回来 而不是各自缅怀
我会在沿海地带 等着潮汐更改 学着忍耐
不再怕伤害 不再怕期待
潜意识那才是我真爱

逃亡

踩着月光 打开车窗
离开这城市 想找个解放
一路开往 最高那一座山
孤单的想像 寂寞的逃亡
我想是偶尔难免沮丧
想离开 想躲起来
心里的期待 总是填不满
我看着山下千万的窗
谁不曾感到失望
就算会彷徨 也还要去闯
关于未来 只有自己明白
不想让心情 被现实打败一路开往 最高那一座山
孤单的想像 寂寞的逃亡
我站在靠近天的顶端
张开手全都释放
用月光取暖 给自己力量
才发现关于梦的答案
一直在自己手上
只有自己能 让自己发光
要去闯